random rants xoxo

I’m like sifting through thoughts as I wash my face tonight. And of lately I’ve felt like a super bitch. Why this is? I don’t know…maybe it’s because the people who I thought have been here for me have completely proved everyone right and well.. suck. 

So, I thought about faith. Thought too much but hey, that’s what we do. So..I was thinking about girls and boys and all the stupid stuff that kids do to each other in high school and I really thought about my core..or what was core group of girl friends..after i’m doing wondering (do people really like me or am I super crazy/stupid/annoying/ugly/weird) I brush it aside and go with my better instinct to do what everyone else does and think you’re the shit. By the way…there’s something wrong there. Why does everyone think they’re the shit. Why do I think I’m the shit?…why am I forced to have confidence? So I don’t look stupid? People are stupid. AAAAAnyway. I was neck up with thoughts about love and high school. So this is what I was really fixed on; when girls break up with guys or guys break up with girls why does a game start? Like look at this. Say you broke up with a guy and you don’t know what to do but you still like him. You need to figure out one thing. Do you care enough to chase him…or would you rather find something better? Life doesn’t work out by letting things just fall into your hands, girls, you gotta work for it. So when i see these girls who slut themselves around i can’t help but assume that they can’t deal with their past relationship or…that their ego is bigger than the boy they used to date. All I’m saying is if you believe in love and you believe that you love someone you don’t just let them go and be bitter about them. You fight for the love in your heart to stay happy and healthy. Okay. I’m done, bye!

I HATE ESTROGEN AND FEMALES

you’re lying through your teeth.

sometimes i really suck.

and not in the good way.